confidently, your hand reaches for the door and just as surely as it touches the chrome handle wrapping its fingers around the curve like a serpent your foot falls back a step systematically as you pull with all of your might, as quiet as can be and your foot clicks resoundingly upon the marble as you pat down your windblown hair, and make it presentable blowing warmth into your hands of course, to warm them up, what else? - "click, click, click, click" suddenly you're at the silent desk as it stands inobtrusively, yet most assuredly there your mouth forming different shapes inevitably as you inquire as to where the object of your desire lies the white haired, spectacled librarian plods slowly away on the keys of the computer as eyes squint and screw themselves up and then you're on your tentative way upstairs.. coats brushing coats as people pass each other and pantlegs rubbing together as you walk "shh, shhh, shh, shhh.." - hurriedly, yet casually, you immerse yourself in your desired aisle seven hundred to seven hundred ninety nine and as your eyes flit from book to book eyelids cold and blinking as eyelashes just as surely go up and down you quite distinctly hear the sound of books being put back in row set down amongst the others upon the beige metal bookshelf and the footsteps you think you hear in your ears are odd because, like invisible people there is no one to match the click of a high heel or a lowly loafer.. "or maybe," you think to yourself, "i'm going blind." - the "chunk, chunk", adding character to the otherwise silenced room and your hands reach for books as well, books you hadn't thought of before opening the leather covers, or plastic covers, sometimes even paper and flipping pages randomly.. then closing it quite rapidly with a circus of dust as you feel contented that you do not wish to read that particular one and you just as surely add to the various "chunks" around the room you begin to feel like part of the library crowd without conforming.. - after many seconds which were thrown away into the garbage can of unawareness you find the book you had come to find and you flip through it interestedly, just as another person strolls up.. standing beside you, in the same aisle, and you become uneasy.. "it's time to leave.." you think quietly to yourself and so you walk to the other side of the room, flopping yourself down in a chair.. the worn cushions fitting your ass perfectly with their age of use and you begin to read your book silently, except for the rustle of pages.. envelopped in your own little world of contentment.. yes, your trip to the library was not in vain.