Rambling

Don't try to recover this data.

Hack your own brain.

Eeretrivable data bites in all sectors.

Welcome. You've made it inside.

How do you like it here?

Warm is it not?

How can you feel that way after such a short time?

Flowing. Streams. Air. Music. Love. feel it? 

Shadows move. They move me. 

I like this.

I am so afraid... but when I come back... I'll be in control again.

Me. I am happy with that. I know what I want. I'll have it. My way.

The only way.

It brings a smile to my face. No matter which way I turn, I could honestly

find a way to win no matter what. (Note to chris from wiggins, There are
people all around you on this line.)

Turn it to my advantage. I have made it this far. Not turning back now.

Far to late for that. I am GOD in here. In the pit of my stomach, I reach

to my soul. Find it. Yeah. GoD lives there. 

Walk away. Not in this life time.

Try less, never. Not try at all? Death!

Follow me?

Good. Nice try though.

Don't worry, when you come back, I'll still be here.

I could do it now. Its at my finger tips. I could do it.

Kill it out right. Take it from its cradle. 

Keep that light coming. I promise there is an exit to this tunnel. 

Just follow me... You wan't to come remember.

Its just as far to go back as it is to go on.

Lets go on.

Love it. Gotta love it. Thats the answer I wanted. Found it myself.

Feels RIGHT GODDAM IT!!! FUCK YOU ALL!!!!

Get the fuck out of my mind! Bastard.

Sorry, lost it, feels so good though.

Hot, numb. I smell it. Just like it was now. 

Do you see that. Thats forever. FOREVER.

I feel it. Even when I can't see it. I'm shaking can't you see.

I know its there. I love it so much. Its outta my hands.

I did not do it. True, one and one are two.

I fell prey to it. Being human. I rejoyce therein.

Join me?

Eyes, Like ghosts. Shodows of former selves.

My eyes. Windows. If only someone would look.

She did. She liked what she saw.

But like all the others. She was afraid of what she saw.

I am just a good taste of life. I feel life to my core.

It is appealing. But flesh is a flash in the pan. They see

that what I want is not in this plane but beyond and they 

turn away. I feel you watching me. I feel it in my soul.

I know I am never alone as long as there is breath in you.

I am done for now.

The Crowe