Ä( News )ÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄ˙˙˙ June 01 lit news! [ copyright 1997 by Expose Staff! ] Ä( Asgorath )ÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄ˙˙˙ Spiritual Bliss !copyright 1997 by Asgorath(eXPOse) The Inner Soul !copyright 1997 by Asgorath(eXPOse) Life after death? !copyright 1997 by Asgorath(eXPOse) The Circle is Closing !copyright 1997 by Asgorath(eXPOse) A Time By Gone !copyright 1997 by Asgorath(eXPOse) The Better man? !copyright 1997 by Asgorath(eXPOse) Never ending Sadness !copyright 1997 by Asgorath(eXPOse) The misery of mankind !copyright 1997 by Asgorath(eXPOse) The Coming of the 7 gods !copyright 1997 by Asgorath(eXPOse) Ä( DJR )ÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄ˙˙˙ the english way !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) misery !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) beehive !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) playwright !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) oppose? !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) paranoia !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) lies !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) new power, new power !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) the year 2000 !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) hard maar direct !copyright 1997 by DJR(eXPOse) Ä( Reave )ÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄ˙˙˙ Laat me los !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) Ben jij er nog voor me !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) Onstuimige gedachten !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) De zon schijnt !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) Will there be an answer? !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) Wounded at your feet !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) words never spoken !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) so easy to say !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) I am givin' my life !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) donkere wolken !copyright 1997 by Reave(eXPOse) - ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is an divider, you dumb NURT! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BOOOM! BEAM! A brand new division hit eXPOse this package to enlarge and underline our aim to become the biggest and best art group in Holland (to begin with :] ). Dirt Bag and I decided to add a seperate literature division to eXPOse just for the coolness of it and to make sure that poems, stories, songtexts or whatever form the written word appears in continues as an artform on the pc. So to honour our status as an artgroup, why not add literature to it? I've been a member of a lit.division before (revival, part of cia), but they seperated themselves from cia and since then I lost any contact :-( I continued writing poems, and sought a way to release them, when somebody uploaded eXPOse pack 2 on my board. I was caught by the quality of this group, but not suprised, 'cause I already had seen some nice artwork by Dirt Bag which he did for Bizarre'96. I decided to call him, and proposed the idea of the lit division. Dirt Bag loved the idea, and so I got this job as head of eXPOse Lit. The only two other members as of today are Reave and Asgorath. I know both of them for a longer time now, but hadn't had the slightest idea they where such brilliant writers :]] But when I mentioned to them I became eXPOse lit head, they showed me their poems and I invited them to join the club... The rest of the story may be clear.. this pack is the result of our (hopefully temporary) little brotherhood of three. If you think you need to express and share your emotions, thoughts, fantasies or whatever, plz join us in this lit-division! The more we share art, the more we live! This ends my 'little' intro. Hope you've fun, special thoughts or whatever reading the lit-pack and if you don't, well, enjoy the ansi :] djr can be contacted at :e-mail ł-> djr@xs4all.nl asgorath can be contacted at :The 7 Angelz +31-71-5148377 e-mail ł-> v952445@si.hhs.nl SWU: 65:450/0 reave can be contacted at: :e-mail ł-> reave@freemail.nl Also Asgorath has some nice things to add to this month's edition of eXPOse lit so I will be outta here for now! Wow, I didn't even know you could release stuff like this till DJR told me about it. So I just got some old poems, some of them also went over mail-nets like chaos net, and re-wrote them and then wrote sum other poems. I even got some more but DJR won't let me release them yet :). They're all a bit dark, but except from the really evil ones with are more just for fun, most do have some weird message for you to find out. Still hope you like them. Oh, if you do decide to kill yourself because of these things (either because of their depressing contents or because they are so bad), then just don't blame me. Just don't read them :). expose lit-today! sponsored by DJR and asgorath! part of the expose team! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is an divider, you dumb NURT! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - Spiritual Bliss - It is but the worst kind of fool that spends his live in search of power and wealth For true power, true wealth can not be found in earthly possessions but comes from the soul And live is a useless mockery without a soul Without love And without knowing that we are but nothing in the face of undying grace Let you therefore not waste your all ready oh so short live in search of things you will never have and lose when death calls for you But let the light guide you to higher plains of spiritual being And find a personal bliss in the midst of all this death ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - The Inner Soul - Satanic Verses echo in my mind Let evil take control Death and destruction I bring Darkness comes as the goodness burns away In black flames of hell For I am the Immortal one The bringer of chaos The bringer of hate and corruption Death follows me wherever I go There are none that can stand in my way Let the demons enter my body let darkness overflow DIE DIE DIE Look upon your pity earth now as it burns. Lost in live You blame it all on me For I am your only truth Watch as angels drop to the ground And god's tears flow only for them And NOT for you See the truth revealed See the pain that I bring See the loss of live and The loss of hope For I am Evil, I am God, I am Satan, I am a Demon, I am a Angel, I am All, I am nothing I AM YOU!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - Life after death? - Where are you? Where is this place I am? What happened to my life? Why is there no god? Nor a Devil to make me pay for the sins I committed? What is this place? Am I but alone here? why does no one answer my calls? DON'T LEAVE ME THIS WAY!!! I Want OUT! I Want OUT! I Want OUT! I Want OUTTTtttt.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - The Circle is Closing - Dark Prayers are chanted Fire Burns The Circle is Closing Tyrants gather to make evil plans HIGHER HIGHER does the fire raise Rituals are performed Blood slowly drops from the stones The Circle is Closing Death and destruction take place Power is given to the powerful While the weak perish in fear The Circle is Closing Satanic prayer fills the air itself There is no escape All is lost as ancient rulers take their place The gods now tremble in fear and man dies slowly THE CIRCLE IS CLOSED ONCE AGAIN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - A Time By Gone - Coming from the essence of live, Living a live of misfortune. Remember a gone by time of forgotten love. Not wanted by others, Embraced with fear and power of non. Cherished by few, spit on by the many. Controlling live and death, but too what end? A relic of a better time. Forgotten by the man that he made. Walking through the darkness. Alone and yet with others. By choice not adapting to the other essence. A hollow reflection that once shined for all to see. Butt even in death the return will be, for it is not yet a lost time. Let the old guide the young, And let the young learn to guide. May the order of all things be restored to a time by gone. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - The Better man? - You stare into the world with your eyes closed You run against the stream and think you know it all that you are a better man Live seems but a joke a dream to play in while others run towards the light and never wonder why you go towards the dark never knowing what will come you turn your head and demonstrate, fight for your believes as long as it costs you nothing. Powers of hate and love are but strangers from you death stares you in the eye but yet.. you don't notice You run against the stream and think you know it all that you are a better man others are but fools that spend their live only knowing the things others tell them Respect is something you don't know and something you don't get swimming against the stream But it does not hurt you.. for you have no brain Life is just a game you may never know.... the changes you miss You run against the stream and think you know it all that you are a better man your world is only big enoug for you why think? others pass you by they are but weak and mortal fools not worthy of your time sheep that need a leader mindless catle to be driven to the slaugthers You run against the stream and think you know it all that you are a better man but all in all you are just the same does direction really matter when you don't open your eyes? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - Never ending Sadness - The Powers of the Mind Never seeing though Never knowing of the joy All forgotten yet nothing lost Never ending sadness fills my hart as i die... Sorrow lies deep down into me As we glide to plains above us Powers of ancient gods recall the past... Weeping at yet another life lost... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - The misery of mankind (in 3 parts) - - Part I: Eternal Love - Seeds of Love drop down onto the earth Thought of goodness and joy fill the air The powers of good burn the darkness away A mortal man strives to feel the feeling Never knowing why.... But doing it anyway... His unknown quest for inmortality The lovebringer drops the seeds in the heart of every man.... He brings love and peace to mortal man All speak his name with joy Hearts beat faster and man finds woman Wars and fights are forgotten All is good and all is just There is no more hate, no more death And also there is no more brain, no more thought Can this go on forever more? - Part ][: Death, Destruction & Doom - Watch the sky and see the seeds of love burn Look and see how mans hate for his brother burns Burns in his hart... FOR MAN HATES Love is gone, war is here Death the only way out Slowly the lovebringer turns and dies Mankind is lost in his evil ways not looking back Death, Destruction & Doom are the only way Let us kill Let us burn Let us rape Take away our love and let us burn Burn in our homemade hell Is here no hope for us? - Part ]I[: Forgiveness? - While the lovebringer sleeps And man fight for control (of what?) Love for fellow man is all but dead Good is unknown Yet the powers of hate (yet strong) Are fading from the hearts of man For none can eternal hate Forces of good bend the darkness Man turns to the sky Hands in prayer Begging forgiveness for what he did Seeing the error of his ways Blessing fellow man (and woman) and all beasts that roam the earth The love shines for all to see Powers of love turn the night into day The lovebringer opens his eyes And looks upon the world Mankind holds his breath The lovebringer turns and walks away For this world is lost in the eternal struggle between love and hate.... What will become of us? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - The Coming of the 7 gods - - Part I: The God of Demons - Dispair, Fear, Hate, Kill, Die, Death, Feel the power, Feel the hate, Fear him or die... Death and Fear is what he brings. Love he does not know. Man is the sickness he despises. Master of evil and master of demons. The first of the powerful he is. He is our failure and our death. The first sign he is, Mighty bringer of hell and fire. He comes to clean the world.... Listen to the burning, listen to the screams..... Feel the power, Feel the hate, Fear him or die... Look upon your world and see, see it burn, see the evil burn, see the wings, see the joy they have! Hide and you might live Stay in the light that shines from heaven The flames will not hurt you here The judgement of the world has begun this poem will be continued in the next 6 packages - i bet you can't wait :) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is an divider, you dumb NURT! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [the english way] i see no stars you block my view i am reborn i'm feeling new not overwhelming more like weird a little shaken though not stirred like James Bond i live in style discover land i sail the Nile repulsion nice i'm feeling cool losing it all and start to drool from God to nothing in 24 lines this is just sadness running thru veins ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [misery] the rain is pouring and i'm soaking wet the madman's returning he's too hard to get the bullet is speeding it just left my gun i'm shooting at strangers for nothing but fun no wonder no warning some blues scheme to write the bass tune is heavy the lightning is brite coffee with sugar tea and whip cream no hope still no sounding your beauty is mean my senses are fucked up my mind is a mess somebody is dying but i couldn't care less some streetdog is growling i can feel his pain his loneliness obvious i'm getting insane just spill your guts for the times are not mine where's my bonus enter my shrine ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [beehive] he lives his life in agony he lives his life in disharmony he lives his life in guilt and pain he lives his life but is insane he lives his life so help him and kill that dude a wanna-be ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [playwright] the world's a stage i'm just an actor nothing big 'bout that no determinating factor ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [oppose?] colliding - collision deciding - decision providing - provision reflected daylight cyber - hypnotic nice but neurotic weather - chaotic i'm coming home right ? smoking - democarcy lying - hypocracy zombie's immortality no future no night ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [paranoia] whatever side you choose it's always the wrong for there will always be enemies worshipping your death but what does it matter this is no hide and seek somehow they'll find you and kill your shadow ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [lies] someone told me the sky is blue i still don't get the point someone told me to relax and have myself a joint the world's fading in my head they were wrong about the sky neither blue, nor green you punks it's all a fucking lie ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [new power, new power] this is a new age the moon is blackening the sun this is another feast the era of sheer chaos please don't bridge the generation gap as it was here for years it's solemn purpose is fulfilled getting rid of all insecurity there's blue eyes now on either side waking up to the children's cry flowers on your pants somehow not blossoming for me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [the year 2000] so there's nothing left to say the air just empty of words phonelines with only static noise tv's bringing insanity so there's nothing left to do people hanging around quarelling, murmurring minds empty as the streets in Doetown, Kansas no refreshing wind to clean no one to make love to no uprising, no anarchy this is the dawn to a new era ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [hard maar direct] onweerstaanbaar agressief en dodelijk destructief trippend door het leven alsof er iemand om jou zou geven je wil het risico riskeren zonder je ego te blameren want gezichtsverlies is voor de dommen die deze brakke wereld doen verstommen hard maar direct, licht staat op rood maar 3 minuten tot m'n dood (inspiration taken from Osdorp Posse - buy Geendagsvlieg!) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is an divider, you dumb NURT! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Laat me los Laat me gaan De tijds des doods verandert de klok loopt vooruit je leven op rooftocht met liefde als buit veraden bedrogen bedrogen door haat donker voor ogen voor de nabestaanden bewaard Geef me vleugels om jouw te bereiken geef me vleugels ik sla ze uit zwevend van deze aarde vlinders in m'n buik ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ben jij er nog voor me als ik je nodig heb het zuur van de appels bijtende pijn in mijn hart Muziek zonder tonen stilte van geluk dwalend door lege straten op zoek maar toch alleen Zal onze liefde elkaar verlaten zoals het mij verlaten heeft lachend zonder tranen in het dal der vergetenheid ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Onstuimige gedachten gedachten aan jouw liever geef ik toe dat ik van je hou maar toch het blijf in me ik kan het niet laten gaan ik heb je liever in m'n gedachten als dat je me niet ziet staan ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ De zon schijnt m'n hart ontwaakt sprookjesprinses amazone op paard ik wil je bereiken toch weet ik geen raad ik ben nu al verslagen als een ridder zonder zwaard ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will there be an answer to all the questions in my head words not spoken waiting for a reply locked up the pain slowly to die i don't wanna fade without a response i am dead questions words no fortune teller to heal my thoughts ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I lay wounded at your feet and still you make me crawl surrounded by death obeying your eyes why can't I open why can't i see you're not the angel but death to me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ words never spoken words that can't be said i collapse if i see you i am dead ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ why is I love you so easy to say to much people lie and think it's okay what is it worth in this world today ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am givin' my life I am livin' my life I am taken my life I own it ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ donkere wolken trekken samen er is geen wolkje aan de lucht nooit zal iemand anders dit beramen het is een eindeloze vlucht Zal ik altijd blijven zoeken of komt er een tijd van berouw want ik kan niet tot het oneindige blijven vloeken dat ik jouw nooit meer vinden zou ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~