_________ ________ ________ _______ _______ ____ _____ ) -__) __( __( - ) ) (/ / / \ _(__ _(__ \ | \ / |____| \__ (_ ( - \ \__(\ \ ______tREMOR)_____) )______\)_______\ ______/_______/ /_____\______ ( voice phone: +43-1-8928997 =ReeBoK= reebok@eleet.iddc.via.at ) \ Severin-Stephan Kittl - Hollergasse 27/19 - A-1150 Vienna/Austria / `-----------------------------------------------------------------' .oOo.....................................................................oOo. Welcome to my 1st poetry file for 1996. It includes some poetry and lyrics from me written in the last time. All written words are (c) 1995/96 by Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) and have not to be republished in any way without a written permission of the author! .oOo.....................................................................oOo. still remembering you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) November 1995 I am wondering what I still feel for you when love comes you start doing strange things when love comes it seams to be forever even if you try - you can never forget love is imortal - love is life I shade a tear knowing we will never be friends again I wish it all would have come to another end but now I only have the hope to learn out of it but for sure, I will never forget you I wish you peace, health and love on all your ways thank you for knowing you, thank you for loving me it was it worth - now take my last kiss - good bye dedicated to M.C. .oOo.....................................................................oOo. young love ~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 11th+22th December 1995 my heart beats like never before I cannot smell the air I feel pain, but it don't really hurt it's like minutes, when seconds pass but it can be like hours, if you are away I feel the blood in my vains it pumps and pumps feels like I drunk too much coffee pure adrenalin like I am on the move like running without reaching a goal and then I feel fantastic to hear you to smell you to see you to hold you to kiss you you! now I know dream's can come true dedicated to P.N. :) .oOo.....................................................................oOo. reflections ~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 13th December 1995 reflections of light moments burned into my mind reflections of life feelings burned into my soul I don't wanna fear the future I don't wanna feel alone I don't wanna be a loser I don't wanna be lost without home without you no dreams left to dream no wonders no hope just fear in my eyes reflections of my mind burned the candle on both ends no more reflections no more deep thoughts no more frustration no more war live but don't live too fast it's not worth anyway .oOo.....................................................................oOo. let me die ~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) December 1995 hey, let me die I'm so happy now I wish I could be happy forever so let me die that I never have to cry again happy times are spare please let me die so I will be happy forever so happy like now let me die the love I feel now is... I can't find words... it feels really good really fantastic awesome let me die and I feel it forever .oOo.....................................................................oOo. our audio sonic loveaffair ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 17th December 1995 I'm in love with your voice and I like what you say and still understand you when you don't say a word and I know you feel the same that's our audio sonic loveaffair or just an illusion dedicated to P.N. :) .oOo.....................................................................oOo. to know what I want ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 18th December 1995 I wanna be happy I wanna be wise I wanna be fair but I am not I am just a subject I am just not worth I wanna be lucky I wanna be nice I wanna be humble but I am not I am just a subject I am just not worth I wanna be active I wanna be good I wanna be thrusting but I am not I am just a subject I am just not worth Why don't I want to live and not really to die I am just a subject I don't know why... this was written for a little sad song. .oOo.....................................................................oOo. wintertime ~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 18th December 1995 I'm looking out of the window but the things I see are unreal I see a lot of flowers but they are made of ice and snow I try to look behind them but that world there is not good so I hide behind the flowers made of ice and snow and live this side of the window in the world of my dreams and my hopes I hope I could stay forever I would never leave the world of my dreams it's all full of flowers made of ice and snow but I don't feel any coldness cause my heart is happy here why isn't this the real world and the other side is unreal please let me dream don't wake me up now I like to watch the flowers made of ice and snow .oOo.....................................................................oOo. walking on the moon ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 20th December 1995 I dreamed I'm walking on the moon I saw all my real friends I met people who already died saw the sense of life but then I woke up and couldn't remember why did I wake up what was that dream a hidden wish a faked illusion or was that me walking on the moon in another life in another world in another time what can it have ment why did it visit me when I was sleeping I was walking on the moon the moon behind the mountains the moon in the trees the silver lightning face of the night the undreamed dreams the unreachable goals the key of life and I was a part of it all over and between I saw all the people I saw my destiny but then I woke up and all was the same the same like before nothing really changed only another hole in my mind or a hidden message I cannot imagine I cannot see but for sure it was me walking all over the moon .oOo.....................................................................oOo. last impression ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 21th December 1995 you walk through the streets late at night I mean you see strange people people in the daylight never seen then you meet the faces faces of the night and they try to hide away you see reflecting moonlight where came they from where will they go to human kindness is asking but the answers are too far to know you keep watching the strangers they are passing by the smell of wisdom and then you die the faces you saw have been parts of your life forgotten in your brain now lost for all times .oOo.....................................................................oOo. lights in the dark ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 22th December 1995 have you ever seen the city in the night all the lights all the people who wake up or just comming home it's the lights in the dark making the night to the day but not really there's a difference it's like a fake a psycho overtake I cannot decide lights blending my mind I get a million visions and cannot see the truth walking in the fake lights is like sleeping all the day you don't really know what's wrong you just feel it's ok as long as you didn't see the shadows walking after you they seem to come closer and then they catch you you try to run but to late of from the light you jump from the gate .oOo.....................................................................oOo. life is a risk ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) and P.N. 22th December 1995 it's a risk to fall in love with a voice it's a risk to make holydays in a foreign land it's a risk to stay somewhere and never coming back it's a risk to walk on the streets at night it's a risk to die without knowing when it's a risk to die without having ever lived it's a risk to lose something it's a risk to love someone it's a risk to have feelings it's a risk to have emotions it's a risk to live it's a risk - but death is a risk as well PS: life is risk - but sometimes it is it worth .oOo.....................................................................oOo. you ~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 23th December 1995 your voice I like to hear it your face I like to watch it your eyes I like to look into them your mouth I like to kiss it your nose I kiss it too and your neck as well I like to feel your throat when I kiss your neck with my tongue your hair I like to smell it your body I like to huge it you you are you are one dream you are reality I am really sure I love you written for P.N. :) .oOo.....................................................................oOo. I wanna be your cat ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 24th/25th December 1995 I wanna be your cat lying in the corner waiting for you to come home I wanna be your cat sitting in the kitchen waiting for you to care about me I wanna be your cat sitting under your bed listening you when you sleep I wanna be your cat sitting in your arms and getting your love .oOo.....................................................................oOo. love is a crime ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 24th/25th December 1995 (+ 4th Jan 96) love must be a crime cause it can really hurt love can't have a gain cause it's driving me insane love is a crime no question - no doubt love is a crime it steals your heart love must be a crime cause you can't stop doing it love can't be the meaning when you feel really sad love is a crime no question - no doubt love is a crime it steals your heart .oOo.....................................................................oOo. the girl that didn't know what she wants ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 24th/25th December 1995 she is really interesting she is fascinating me she is beautiful and inteligent she is lovely and really nice she is the girl that didn't know what she wants she is the girl that didn't know what she feels don't fear the future forget the past I'm here to hold you and give you thrust she is fantastic she is cruel she is my love she is making out of me a fool she is the girl that didn't know what she wants she is the girl that didn't know what she feels don't fear the future forget the past I'm here to hold you and give you thrust little song written in 10 minutes. .oOo.....................................................................oOo. help me ~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 3rd January 1995 help me, I'm in love with you you know what I feel and you know it's true help me, I'm in love with you you know what I mean it's so known but new you opend my eyes for another world you show me my life and that I've been a fool I like to listen to the things you say the time passes by like no other day help me, I'm in love with you you know what I feel and you know it's true help me, I'm in love with you you know what I mean it's so known but new you opend my heart for another world you let me feel life from a different view I like to look into your asking eyes the emotions taking over, I feel really nice help me, I'm in love with you you know what I feel and you know it's true help me, I'm in love with you you know what I mean it's so known but new this is a little love song :) .oOo.....................................................................oOo. addicted ~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 3rd January 1995 I'm addicted to love I'm addicted to you I'm addicted to life I'm addicted to you I'm addicted I feel really good I'm addicted you're controling me I'm addicted but I don't feel pain I'm addicted now this life makes gain I'm addicted to love I'm addicted to you I'm addicted to life I'm addicted to you I'm addicted I could rock and roll I'm addicted jumping up and down I'm addicted mental overtake I'm addicted till the next heartbreak I'm addicted to love I'm addicted to you I'm addicted to life I'm addicted to you I'm addicted to see you all the time I'm addicted from the bride side I'm addicted but it don't feel bad I'm addicted thinking makes me mad I'm addicted to love I'm addicted to you I'm addicted to life I'm addicted to you question: what is it making men write this things? answer: women :) .oOo.....................................................................oOo. virtual dream ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 4th January 1995 now it's comming to your mind you need that warez of any kind thinking about the best place you know connecting your modem and off you go while strange noices flood your line you think "all that stuff will soon be mine" you join a place where you have never been you enter the world of the VIRTUAL DREAM fast 10liner written for a bulletin board system called VIRTUAL DREAM, made on request for Qube :) .oOo.....................................................................oOo. don't go ~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 4th January 1995 you are warming my soul like a fire the cold winternight but you also let me freeze like a graveyard in the moonlight /repeat 2 I dreamed of love and found it with you so why should it stop like a car without fuel I really like you a lot so please don't go yes I need you so please don't leave me alone you are warming my soul like a fire the cold winternight but you also let me freeze like a graveyard in the moonlight /repeat 2 when I'm sitting here I'm thinking about you my heart is open and my mind 's confused I close my eyes and I'm still seeing you but when I open them again you are not here you are warming my soul like a fire the cold winternight but you also let me freeze like a graveyard in the moonlight /repeat 2 this was written for a balade. .oOo.....................................................................oOo. I don't know what I'm doing here ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 4th January 1995 it isn't sunday so I'm alone here it isn't monday but I'm still stoned it isn't tuesday a fucked up way it isn't wendnesday and I don't know what I'm doing here no I don't know what I'm doing here yes it is thursday a real bad day it isn't friday and it's really not my day it isn't saturday my friends are all away it's still not sunday and I don't know what I'm doing here no I don't know what I'm doing here a little sad blues/groove song, at least some kind of :-/ .oOo.....................................................................oOo. I really hope you enjoyed reading it, if you liked them you are welcome to contact me for exchanging impressions or just to get hold of more of my feelings and thoughts... thank you!