I look to her and I see her smile, and I cant look away. 
all I can think of is how beautiful she is.
she looks to me and her smile fades, and she looks away. why? what did I do?  
I told her I love her. that changes everything I suppose. way deep down a 
small part of me, a weak part of me, thought that it would change for the 
better, but the rest of me knew. 
she used to smile, talk, laugh even. now just a blank stare and an 
occasional greeting. 

SO I GUNNED THE HOE DOWN!