i wish

i wish this were real
sadly it is not
i see right through you
and i know you see the
same in me
there is nothing left of me to be, 
everything i ever was, is no more
i wished it all away
just to have something real
but nothing is real
in this sadastic place
built in gods image
and as it slowly crumbles into dust
i fall to my knees
and wish my last wish
to die..

Terminally Nothing [Revolt]