Can I let you Go?
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``Can I let you go? He's on the other line.
  Yes.. <click>''

But why do I let you go?
I let them all go..
My father, long cold in the ground..forgotten for the most part
My first love, never called her after that summer night
My life, the life I once led, a joke now it seems
And now, you..
I let them all go, even you,
Because it was what they needed
But what of me?
I am cold, hard, and emotionless
Or so I tell myself, forget
deny, let it go.
It is your choice, that is what I tell myself
But I make it easy, make you want it
Even when you don't
Always pushing..
I pushed my Mother, now she is simply there
I pushed my first lover, she is dead
I pushed myself away from everything,
Life, love, and you..
For your sake
It was what was best, for everyone
but me
I want to say it, but
I can't
Don't go comes out forget me
But why?  Where is the love?
Where is anything for me?
Where is the reward?
That's just it,
there isn't one..