Wicked Mother

You bring me down
when I'm feeling good
tell me I'm nothing
I knew you would
Go at your work
Frustration builds inside
blow up at me
then tell me you lied
allways forgiven
from what you can tell
i'm living out 
your perfect hell
Make me hate you
you do it so well
Make me berate you
My soul, I won't sell
You love me with hate
You hate me with love
And it's surprising to me
As my own eyes do see,
The one who bore me
Is the one who abhores me
I've had enough
time for self-destruct
to begin again as another twinkle in another daddy's eye
to be used again and again
and then to die

                                                [PaW] 95' [FLaTLiNE]