[?7hcold snap

    this rejected world has abandoned me.
    i fled in terror,  my eyes seen the fear.
    it is not real, but the wounds will not heal
.
    these reoccuring dreams are still quite vain.
    plotting revenge only eases the pain.
    im looking for something to grasp, to bind.
    ive searched for years, with nothing to find..
    the guilt and lies only bring on the old.
    it draws me from the warmth and into the cold.

lit by disorder. the only one who underst
ands [nimbus]