too many things surrounding me
turn my thoughts into black
i know everything about me
and i think i am starting to crack
i want to turn away from myself
so that i don't have to look inside the mirror
i want to cross out my head
so that i don't have to think about it
if i was gone
everything would be sweet
no cares, no worries
i would be whole, complete
i could get on with my life
and pretend everything was well
i could be myself again
tear away this hell
my shattered life
is broken inside of me
shreds at the words
you speak from within your mind
things that i know
but too scared to grasp
things that i feel
but too weak to crash
weak because of you
and the life that i wish i could live
weak because of them
and the things they pretend to give
but i am running away from you
so i don't have to pretend
i am running from it all
this is the complete end


 surrounded by black
   violetta kitten
      hor+95
         fuck the noise