Diver Down

thoughts of the surface world
where I used to live.
a world of light and joy.
and fifty cent sodas
and white painted faces
stretched out and grinning.

but i dove in
dove down.
rode the waves
under the waters and
got soaked by thoughts
so different than the rest.

i looked up through the
swirling black recesses
but it was all so clear,
i am stuck here and
I LIKE IT.

My head's filling the ocean 
with thoughts of the surface world
where i used to live...