An embrace
so alcoholic 
and deep
holding me down
so that I can't see
	
so I will leave
this hold of despair
and reach deep
to bury within

the stars are falling
the blackness is breaking
and here I am
I sit here, sinking

can't you see
that I can't really love
for, this love is too deep
and hopelessness unfolds

swallowing
the discontent
and holding my desire
my own images hidden

the key is yours

this is forever
alone and sore
not possible
absence of complacency

I scratch your eyes
your face
and hold you
so tight

you are my love
my life
you are the sword
that blocks the knife

swollen
a heart
will shatter
so soon

don't wait
oh please don't wait
for I will be there
an i'm so sorry

needles of a thorn
tearing into the skin
of desire

ripping the flesh
an imaginary life
but a knife so real

holding to the memory
of lost occurences
to remain burried in pain

terrible reminder
of the past
to be shot

the kingdom of death
awakes and awaits
you and I

take me away
don't take me there
catch me if I fall

i'm losing hold

silence
of
eternity
the screams
of the night

it's all spinning
and sparking
my conscience...


		fuchsia