[?7hHow do I surviveDear Chris,
Now that you are goneI'm sorry I have to do this
Never quite understandingin a letter. I love you, but
how far or for how longI can't do this.  She's come
back to me.  She says she
My only guess is foreverloves me, and I can't turn
but that's not too long to waither down. You know that this
the distance never to be measuredis what I've been waiting forMy heart the only souvinier you'd takein this last year.  I love
you, and I always will, but
The utterence of four wordsI love her more. I'm sorry.
"Will you marry me?"Maybe one day, you'll find
I thought would keep you closelove, and lose love. Then
you said yes, only to fleeyou'll understand.
Just remeber, I love you
The only way to follow youalways, and that maybe one
to call upon the darkday, we will happen again.
to greet death with an open handLove,
to feel the bullet hit its markyour fiance

I can't contain my tears anymore
the oceans I've already filled
I can't keep on doing this
I cannot keep my demons killed

To not ever feel you lips again
to taste your joy-born tears
To never hear you say "I love you"
these are my only fears

Now to grip reality
You're never coming back
You've jumped into the arms of another
Another who I can't attack

The Crow