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Wallowing in self-pity
I'm not worthy of yours
To go completely numb
is what I'm moving towards

This can't go on forever
a lie I say so I can sleep
time cannot heal all wounds
my eyes scar from the tears I weep

My very last solution
to go completely numb
Just so you jackals
won't steal my last emotional crumb

Numb
I don't want to be...
I could never be....
To go completely
would void me of all feelings

Numb
is this how it ends.....
I cannot pretend.....
To go completely
would finally help me sleep


"Grey would be the color, if I had a heart"  -Trent Reznor

The Crow