Erin
..G.M.


Slowly, oh so slowly
,
I walked,
Searching,
For my love.
Her burning red hair,
Her beautiful breasts,
And creamy shite skin,
Pert little nose,
Teasing smile and musical laugh
.
Her beauty,
Oh what beauty,
Was only surpassed by her mysteriousne
ss
Her way of making me wonder
.
Her face;
I shall never forget,
It's image forever burned into my memor
y.
Never to be filled away in a corne
r,
Collecting dust.
Always smiling in it's own special 
way.
Into the darkness I wandered
,
And as I wandered,
I thought.
She,
My love,
Was too good for the likes of me
,
Me,
In my shabby clothes,
Crude vocabulary.
She was above my kind.
Yet,
She choose me,
Out of the millions she could hav
e,
Begging at her feet.
And I,
I,
At the edge of the crowd.
Straining to catch a glimps
,
Of the living goddess.
Then,
Suddenly,
She called,
She called her attention to a man
,
*me*
Not like the rest.
She choose one not of her kind
.
Why?
Was it because of me,
My personality?
Or the thrill of a new lifestyle
,
Above the rest.
A higher plan of concessesness that only h
e,
Among a few others could offer
.
And my eye lids closed.
Only the darkness was there
,
And I walked,
And as I walked,
The darkness enclosed me.
I felt empty,
Alone,
Afraid.
Where was my love.
I called for her and I walked,
Beneath my eyelids,
Then,
Quickly,
Thoughts of lust and pleasures with my lo
ve,
Crowded my head.
I felt guilty,
Ashamed to have thought that of he
r.
One day I shall find her agai
n,
I thought.
For she was unaware,
Of the emptyness,
She filled,
An emptyness that had been within him
 for years,
Help me someone,
For I know she shall return
.
But when?
Then I walked,
Searching.
I walked,
Forever searching,
For my love.

'End'


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