Drowning in a sea of sorrow
I am my own enemy
Try to escape but I am pulled under
Under...
Gone like a wave
No more...
To look up and see the sunlight
To bask in the warmth and glory...
Would be so wonderful
The sun in my world is gone
Burnt out like my withered heart
I stare into infinity now
No sun
No warmth
Blackness...
Darkness...
Drifting away on a current of misery
Swept along as if I were nothing
Rolled over and over
Try to escape?
Impossible.
Created a world of bitterness
The life I knew is a memory
Cold and pointless...
The blood pumps through my veins
Circulating...
Why must I be so cold?
So dead...
Submerged in self pity
Bound by chains I create
I do not fear death...
An end...
An escape...
Tearing at my wrist
A razor blade of destiny
Here I go...
The blood pours-
Runs...
Whatever glimmer of life I had,
Seeps out of a wound of relief...
Soon it will be over
No more darkness
No more cold.
Gone now... 
I see the universe
Endless possibility
I am one with creation
Creation is one with me...
                                Dead Puppy [Havok]