Ä ÄÄÄ ÄÄÄÄÄÄÄ Ä ú Äú cobain suicide in my head heroin hasnt left me dead.. life aint worth what ive been through dont say it isnt true wow... nirvana... number 'one' that wasnt the intent (wheres my gun) i tried to make a point.. no one listened to my view no matter what i make.. the groupies will follow me they dont understand what i see the pain i feel... it burns my inside im just hanging in for a little ride i burnt out long ago no one will let me take it slow they treat my like im some fucking god but im just on my way to hell... someway i feel i cant turn back maybe i should o.d. on 'nother dime pack why do they care, what do they see? im a not a role model.. but thats what they're makin me to be cant take this shit anymore my blood is splattered on this floor looking at it arrouses my soul i have finished with my role shotgun blast to my fucking head blasted my brains out... joy at least.. im finally dead úÄ ú Ä ÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄ ÄÄÄ Ä the dark half... die literature.. rest in peace my friend.. i feel your pain.. i know how you feel.. wrote april 8, 1994... the day of kurt cobains death