one year decayed ³ another year born ³¿ like the leaves in fall ³³ so fall my days ³³ and form the carpet ³³ on which my future rests ³³ ³³ the thicker the carpet ³³ the harder the going ³³ lost, bewildered, I look around me ³ ³ only the past do I see ³³ ³³ and trees die ³³ struggling to stay alive ³³ evermore do I breed new emotions ³ ³ that fall upon my memories ³³ and cover them up ³³ caring ³³ ³³ on, ever on ³³ I make my way through my past ³³ kicking up leaves ³³ revealing black and rotten leaves ³ ³ a life long gone ³³ which I thought buried ³³ ³³ closing my eyes for new emotions ³ ³ forgetting the old ³³ I lay myself down ³³ on the remains of my life ³³ ³³ the heavy heart; ³³ grateful ³³ my eyes turned to the givers ³³ downwards ³³ I drown in my memories ³³ life and love I shed from me ³³ almost too easily ³³ ³³ this is where my future stops ³ ³ my past decays ³³ my present becomes eternity ³³ now ³³ forever ³Ù [BùC]the longest night ³