[?7hRip. Tear apart my lungs, I don't need them anymor e, I breathe no breath without you. Violently remove my heart, it only hurts me more , that there is nothing I can do. Rip my brain to shreads, I don't use it any longe r, I don't need to think of life. Gnaw my arms - digest, for I will grow no stronge r, I don't need to hold my knife. To cut my body limb from limb, I'm never needing anythin g, never needing my body nor brain. To interrogate myself, I critize my everthing , not wanting to live on, not wanting to live again .